January 21, 2013
That breath I drew that time, I remember.
A far-off day when I was happy.
Scent of roses, of rain-soaked fields.
Cool breeze, green sawdust.
That breath I was left longing for.
I held it gripped inside of me.
Captivated, I kept it captive.
My one reason to smile.
Breathless, I went on, smothering.
So many times I died and was born.
Until, surrendering, I let my weeping go.
I let out a sigh of fire.
And a breath of fresh air came.
A breeze that is always here.
Violet, lavender, moon, incense.
Sky, life, light, jasmine.
Breathing, I live my day to day.
As I receive it, I let it go.
The scent fills me, overflows me, loves me.
And in it, I love you.