March 11, 2013
Here is my mission in this life: To know myself.
Everything I experience in life has this single purpose.
Every stumble, every sorrow, every sensation.
As I know myself, so I express myself.
As I express myself, so I shape my world.
And the shape I give my world comes back to me in the shape of a world.
And feeling the shape of the world, I come to know the one who shapes it.
Knowing myself is my priority, the flavor I give my actions.
First, to know that I do not know myself.
That what I think I know about myself is trial and error.
Between the lines of what my mouth says, the emptiness in me speaks.
Second, to search for who I am.
To know that defining myself is not knowing myself.
That knowing myself is feeling who it is that longs to know itself.
Third, to allow myself to be.
I err, I get lost, I make myself up.
All is well just as I am.
Lastly, never give up.
Let the stumbles, sorrows and sensations be a step inward.
Above all, my mission.
This that I committed to.
This that moves me to smile.
This that I am.